Depression, anxiety, feeling like a burden are all things many tend to feel like this often. I have found that even in the joys I can feel when working on a project, or asked to take up a task for my local community to be in kin of a small amounts of joy in a hurricane of darkness.
So how do I confront these demons every day? Often I have taken on projects for the end results bring joy for me to see it done and that the feedback allows me to feel important in the community. These are projects that are needed to be updated if not often but once a year, and there by leads into the important part that I can do this.
These are often tasks that many have either over looked, put off, neglected, or would find a mountain of other things they rather to do then take care of these tasks. I have found that being a part of a community, there is no slight or non-worthy task. They all have their place. There are some that would place one task in higher importance than others for after all they do the work in that task.
All parts can bring a community together. And by doing so we are able to build a stronger group, willing to go forth and accomplish things that haven’t been accomplished in years, or band together to see an event or task done, not for the sake of any accomplishment or reward, however in knowledge that we did this.
Each step in its own right can fight down the darkness, so with each step we can move forward.
Conall's Herald Tales 